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I’m Still Here!

Time for a long overdo update.

I haven’t posted a blog since the middle of May but I’ve been around.  I finished up my last semester of classes finally!  I’m currently taking the fall off and plan to begin my internship in January. Then I’ll be finished with my degree!  It’s so nice to have time freed up for the first time in two years.  I’m thoroughly enjoying it. I’ve been working on the spiritual me some and have made some changes in my life for the better as far as who I allow into my life and how I take care of myself.  Continuing this journey.

After school let out I went to four Phish shows and had a blast (check out my sweet Phish Vlad the Impaler shirt below).  Hoping to be able to get my ass to New Years Eve wherever it may be.  Probably going to have to miss out on Vegas and the rest of fall tour but that’s just the way she goes.

As far as the online me there are some new things:

I just switched to a new cam recently.  I’m using a Logitech C920 which is an upgrade from my C910.  I can really tell a difference in the quality of my pics and videos. Much clearer! You can see just how pink my pussy is now! Which is pretty great if you ask me. 🙂

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I’ve added Cams.com to the list of sites that I cam regularly on so be sure to drop by and see me! You can also join my fanclub and see all of my recorded shows and fanclub pics.

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You can still find me on Streamate, AdultWork, Niteflirt, CamModelDirectory, MyGirlFund, and XXXCambabes for shows!

Although my panty store inventory is very scant at the moment, I’m still selling panties.  I plan to add a bunch of new panties very soon here, but in the meantime if you don’t see what you like you can just let me know what kind of panties you’re looking for and I can get them for you!

I’m still shooting lots of custom videos. If you’d like me to make one for you shoot me an email and we can discuss.

I’ve added a new fetish clip by request to my clips store which has been pretty popular.  It’s a got a sweaty stubbly armit/sideboob theme. I’m wearing an apron and I also sit on my hitachi and cum.  See! I can make your fantasies come true!!

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My Shakinit site is still up and full of ass. I will be adding many more booty videos in the near future.

 

 

So that’s the long and short of it.  This week has been good and bad for me.  I broke up with someone that I thought I really liked but looking back it really is for the best that it’s over.  I’m back to doing me for a while, and doing you 🙂

 

 

 

And I am!  I seriously have 25 minutes of free time it’s amazing.  Thank you so much to everyone that voted for me in the 23rd Shakinit Booty Shaking Contest! I placed in the top 8 and won $100 which was great considering I didn’t have much time to promote.  Made me so happy that my fans worked to get me where I needed to be 🙂

I’ve been enjoying my time off from school.  Relaxing, reflecting, spending quality time with the people that I needed to.  I’ve still got 3 days of freedom left and then 10 weeks of classes.  After that I’ll decide when I want to start my internship.  I may do so in the fall or I may take the fall off and wait until the spring but it will be nice just to get this shit over with and get my degree!

I’ve got a hiking trip coming up this weekend in the mountains which I’m very much looking forward to.  It will no doubt rejuvenate me it always does.

Well I’ve got nothing else at the moment to write about, haha.  It’s nice to be able to blog though! I hope spring is treating everyone well!

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It has been SO LONG since my last post.  Happy belated Thanksgiving, Hanukkah, Christmas, and New Year!!

It’s been a very good start to the new year for me.  I’ve found motivation and have been seemingly maintaining balance between the new semester, work, and play.  Thanks to everyone for all of the wishes and gifts over the holidays and my birthday.  Sorry I wasn’t able to tell you all sooner I’ve just been so busy!! I promise to attempt to make more blog posts in the near future!

So speaking of the new semester… it’s going on.  After this I have one semester of classes left then an internship before I graduate.  I can’t believe it!! It’s gone by super fast.  This term has been the hardest for me as far as keeping my motivation up but I refuse to fail any classes ’cause I am not taking any of these motherfuckers again.  Failure is not a threat so I should be good.  My schedule has changed slightly so I’ve adjusted my cam schedule as follows (although you may see me on at different times ’cause I’m trying to work as much as possible and I make adjustments sometimes):

  • Monday: 11:30 pm to 3:30 am
  • Off Tuesday
  • Wednesday: 11:30 pm to 3:30 am
  • Thursday: 11:30 pm to 3:30 am
  • Friday: 11:30 pm to 3:30 am
  • Off Saturday
  • Off Sunday (shooting content)

I don’t know about you but I’m really into EDM lately.  Can I share a song with you?  It’s fuckin’ sweet here you go.

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Acid house is what we call this I believe.  I’m going to catch Com Truise live pretty soon and I’m excited about this.  If you haven’t checked him out ya should.  He had some shit on the Hotline Miami soundtrack which is amazing if you aren’t familiar.

And did I ever tell you guys that I saw Phish for the first time back in October? Cannot fucking wait for some more of that!!!!!

Hmmm let’s seeeee… I’d also like to let everyone know that the new show True Detective on HBO is fucking amazing.  I’m not going to write out a whole synopsis just check out the trailer it’ll do the talking for me.

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In other news I’ve FINALLY added some new panties to my panty store.  26 new pair to be exact.  Took sexy pics in all of them tonight and posted them so check them out here!  Here is a pic of one of my favs:

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I’ve got myself a snow day tomorrow! Second week in a row.  We’re definitely seeing more snow than we usually do and I like it.  Last week’s snow stuck around longer than snow normally does in this area.  It was nice.  It’s been a time to remember.  It does something to me!  I’m going to look back on this particular time fondly, and remember looking out of the windows and seeing all that white.

OH YEAH I’VE LEARNED TO JUGGLE!!!!!! I promise I will post a video of me juggling in the near future 🙂

I hope everyone has a great week and I’ll be back to post again soon hopefully! Hit me up!

Help Me Go Backpacking!

I’ve recently gotten a huge urge to go on an overnight backpacking trip.  I’ve never been before and it’s something that I’d really like to do.  I’ve been car camping plenty of times (with way too much stuff), and I’ve been on many day hikes.  Day hiking is one of my most favorite things to do right now.  I’d like to prove to myself that I can live in the woods comfortably for a night or two and carry all my shit on my back doing it.  It’s such a great feeling for me to experience nature.  So I’ve set a goal to take my first backpacking trip in the near future.  I pretty much have no gear other than survival/first aid stuff I carry for day hikes so I’m saving and working on getting more gear together.

I’ve set a new goal on MyGirlFund to help with this so contributions are welcome.  I’ve also added a lot of gear to my wishlist.  I’d say the most important things right now would be the tent, overnight pack, sleeping bag, water filter, and camp stove.  These are pretty much the basics and I don’t have any of them. Most of them are big ticket items and if were purchased for me would get a good deal in return which could be in the way of pretty much anything that I normally offer.  Feel free to discuss this with me if you’d like to before making a purchase.  And of course if you just want to buy me a gift and expect nothing in return that’s awesome too 🙂 ANY help is appreciated even if you can’t buy one of the more pricey items. There are plenty of cheap ones on there too. I just wanted to list the basics on here.

If you’re also a fan of hiking/backpacking I welcome the conversation so feel free to message me!

Here’s a pic from one of my favorite spots to visit.

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Man, school is pissing me off right now.  I just wrote this whole long rant about exactly why then I realized, if someone showed it to the administration I’d probably get in more trouble than I already have.  What it all boils down to is sometimes I feel like I’m not cut out for institutions. Also, I’m a grown ass, outspoken woman.  I don’t kiss anyone’s ass, and I’m proud of that.

SO ANYWAY…

I forgot to mention on here that my loyal, trusty hitachi magic wand that has been serving me and hundreds of fans for the past three years finally stopped working on me a few weeks back.  Now it didn’t stop working completely, but I burnt out the lower speed which is the only speed on the thing that I enjoy.  Luckily I had bought a back up hitachi a long time ago so there was another one ready to roll.  Three years man, that’s a long run for a vibrator!

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I shot a super hot video the other night that involved a pair of black panties that I wore a little over two days for a customer and came in several times.  I shot this video in them for one last cum and I was super horny it turned out very hot! It’s 12 minutes long and you can see me play in and out of the panties. No toys I make myself cum with my fingers. A few different positions. I’m very excited about this one because of the great time I had making it!

You can contact me to purchase the video directly using one of many payment processors, or find it on Clips4Sale.  You can also pay for it through MyGirlFund and receive the link there to download it. I just don’t have the description for it listed on my profile yet (’cause I’m lazy). Here’s a screenshot from it…

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Since I’m a broke ass college student, I need all the help I can get.  I get credit for sign ups on Streamate when people use this link.  I have to have a certain amount of sign ups before I can get a payout and right now I need two more. PLEASE if you’ve got love for me, and aren’t a member on Streamate yet, create an account.  Streamate is seriously the best cam site out there right now so you should be  member on there anyway! You’ll get to come hang out with me in free chat (I always look forward to chatting with everyone and listening to tunes), and if you let me know you’ve signed up, you can pick out any one of my many videos for free as a token of my appreciation. MY VAST APPRECIATION! Thank you 🙂

I’ve got a pretty good weekend ahead of me.  I’m going to a concert in town with a boy I like. Hopefully that goes well.  I’ll be sure to update.  I hope you all have a nice weekend too!! I’ll be camming tonight (Thursday), Friday night and Sunday night!

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I was lucky enough to eat at a really great french restaurant this past weekend and wanted to share some food porn with you guys.

I started off (and ended) the dinner with pernod and ice water.  I’m all about ordering cocktails and did a little research on what kind of cocktails the french drink before going.  Although this isn’t technically a cocktail it was what sounded the best to me.  Pernod, if you’re not familiar with it, is an anise flavored spirit (tastes like licorice).  I friggin’ loved it I want some more!  They kept the water in that pretty orange pot.

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Appetizers were foie gras with a cherry red wine sauce (which I had been looking forward to for weeks).  Look at that presentation I love it, although I didn’t eat those chives…

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House cured wild salmon with dill creme fraiche mustard.  I learned what a caperberry was (that green thing in the corner)…

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My main course was duck confit over wild rice.  This was my first time ever having duck confit so I was a very happy girl!! It was so damn good. Oh and the sauteed summer squash and sauteed spinach were pretty damn good too…

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By dessert I was too buzzed and blissful to remember to take a picture but I had sabayon with fresh berries.  It was delightful.  First time having sabayon in a restaurant.  A fellow student made it in cooking lab one time and piqued my interest.  If you’re not familiar with sabayon it’s a dessert made with egg yolks sugar and wine beaten over heat until it’s thick.  It was served cold.  Verrrrry yummy.  I need to make some myself.

So I was very spoiled this past weekend and can’t wait until it happens again 🙂  Other than this treat I just worked and did the school thing.  Weekend is coming up again.  Hope everyone enjoys!!

I’ve added several new fetish clips to my Clips4Sale store so be sure to check that out.  I also added some videos to Shakinit.  I plan to cam Friday and Sunday nights this weekend so come get a Skype show or see me on Streamate, AdultWork, NiteFlirt, MyGirlFund or SkinVideo!

 

I tell you what… Summer semester has kept me busy as hell!! Thus the lull since my last blog post.  I apologize for that.  I’ve finished up two of my classes this week though basically.  Just have a couple more assignments and a final exam to take then I’ve got an online class until the 29th so my schedule will be opening up a bit.  Looking forward to being officially on break!!  Am still looking forward to Fall classes though.  Signed up for those today.  But I hope my break feels like it lasts looooong time.

So pretty much all I’ve been doing since my last post is… going to school (and working on the interwebs of course).  I did go to a Primus show early in June and that was a lot of fun.  Summer concerts have picked up!  Speaking of which, I’m planning to go to a music festival either late August or early September (trying to decide between two festivals) and am trying to raise money for the trip.  I’ve also got some camping gear on my wishlist if you’d like to surprise me with a gift.  It would mean a lot!  If you’d like to donate money to the cause you can contribute on MyGirlFund or contact me to find out the many other avenues you could take to donate.

I’m still enjoying the new house very, very much.  So glad I made this move.  There were many huge changes that came along with it and it was a tough decision to make, I don’t regret it one bit.  Looking forward to getting the rest of the little things done like hanging up the rest of my stuff over break.  After the damn landlord powerwashes shit and cleans out my gutters then i’ll REALLY be happy.

I HAD SEX THE OTHER NIGHT!! Yes, yes.  It’s a big deal.  I’m proud of myself.

I CUT MY HAIR!!!  It’s still relatively long, but it’s pretty short compared to how long I had it!!  The girl doing my hair was new to me and cut off way more than I wanted.  But hey, it looks good and the shit’s gonna grow back anyway right?

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I’ll be switching up my schedule a bit until Fall classes start.  Once I figure that out I’ll make a post.  Hopefully I’ll be blogging more often in the mean time! Hope everyone’s having a badass summer!!

So in my last post I said it was like I was building up to the climax… well I’ve came all over the place.  I’ve got all that moving shit behind me!  I’m in my new place and I love it!  I’ve also finished up the Spring semester thank baby Jesus.  I’m currently halfway into a two week break.  It ain’t much but it has definitely made a difference.  I’ve been using the extra time I’ve had to get settled into my new house so that has helped a lot.

With all of the moving and settling I haven’t had a ton of time to cam but I’m getting back into the swing of things.  The new house is really cute.  It’s cozy and clean and more modern than my old crib.  I really like it a lot here I’m really happy with it!  Only thing I regret is moving in here broke.  Since I’ve basically not worked for the past couple weeks I’m feeling a bit of pressure for the impending first of the month.  I hate to sound like I’m asking for handouts but any help is much appreciated.  In additional to just doing normal business with  me (cam shows, panties, videos, shakinit memberships, fetish clips, signing up on Streamate for free), tributes made on MyGirlFund and NiteFlirt help a ton.  If you’d like to just brighten my day, a housewarming gift from my Amazon wishlist would be awesome. 🙂

In other news regarding independent cam shows I hold on Skype, Yahoo, etc… Mastercard is now charging a $500 fee to be able to take transactions through them on CCBill.  This is in addition to a $750 fee to be able to accept Visa.  I’m not paying either, so CCBill is now pretty worthless to me for cam shows.  I used to use it for customers who were paying with a MasterCard, can’t do that anymore.  So my preferred alternative method of payment is going to be CamModelDirectory.  Payment will be made using their secure service.  I’ve been with this site for a while as have a lot of other cam girls and we’ve all been very pleased with it.  The payment is safe and secure and if there was anything to worry about with them… BELIEVE ME… I would NOT suggest them at all.  There is not restriction on what kind of card you can use there which is great and they don’t charge me any ridiculous fees.  I do have other ways to take payment but CamModelDirectory is my replacement for CCBill so please keep this in mind if you’ve paid me through CCBill in the past.  If you have any questions about this at all please feel free to contact me.

Oh and guess what else… yesterday was my 3 YEAR CAMMIVERSARY!!!  It’s hard to believe I’ve been at it for so long.  It feels like a short and long while at the same time.  It’s gone by so fast but so much has happened and I’ve grown so much at the same time.  I mean, if it weren’t for this job I wouldn’t be in this house right now.  I wouldn’t be in school.  I wouldn’t be living comfortably and I wouldn’t be as confident as I am.  This job has truly done so much for me and I absolutely love it.  Where I was in my life three years ago and where I am now are very different in a very good way.  It’s exciting and motivating to think about how much I’ve grown and will continue to grow.  THANK YOU INTERACTIVE INTERNET PORN! HERE’S TO THREE MORE YEARS AND BEYOND!! 

So there’s my big update.  I’m excited to have started this new chapter in my life.  I’m grateful to everyone who’s been with me leading up to it and who will continue to be with me in the future.  Looking forward to all the new awesome people I will meet as well.

Speaking of which… I’ve got a date with a cute boy next weekend.  Weeeeeee!!!!!!!

Okay so here’s a peek at my new itty bitty cam room.  Note my sexy old desk and amazin’ feather duster.

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Building Up to the Climax

There is so much going on in my life right now, and it’s all about to pop. Two weeks from today I will be all moved into my new house, and classes will be coming to and end. I’m working on another big term project right now and planning for my exams. I’m packing up my life into boxes and planning, planning, planning. I’m so busy right now with very little time to rest. It’s like I’m perpetually rubbing one out waiting for the orgasm. That’s the way I’m going to look at it from now on, maybe that will make it less stressfull!

I’m really super excited to get into my new house and get this school term over with. It will be nice to have a couple weeks of break time and get settled into the new place. I’m all signed up for summer classes. I decided to go ahead and take them because the program makes them easy on purpose. They know we want a life during the summer but the courses are ONLY offered in the summer. If I skipped them then it would delay my graduation by a year. There is no summer cooking class. I’ll miss it but it will be great not to have to get up at 5am and the cooking classes really are a ton of work.

I’m definitely feeling much better than I was when I made my last post.  And my black eye is gone!  My head still feels strange though my scalp is still kinda numb in certain places.  It feels like it’s getting better though so I assume that it will be gone with time.  I feel dizzy when standing up fast sometimes so I’m making it a point to drink water more often to be sure I’m not getting dehydrated.  Other than those minor things I’m back to normal.  Working out and stuff again.

So as I masturbate the next two weeks away, any last minute help with the move is much appreciated. I have a lot of household stuff listed on my wishlist.  If you’re not sure what to get me, feel free to contact me and I’ll let you know what I need the most, or you could just have a gift card emailed to me.  Cash donations are awesome.  You can send me tributes on MyGirlFund, NiteFlirt, or Payoneer.  You can also buy my panties, get a cam show, buy fetish clips, join my Shakinit site or even just sign up for Streamate for free.  It all helps out!

Thank you guys for always being there for me during whatever I’m going through!

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Hello there.  I have been very scarce the past couple weeks because I’ve been sick as hell.  Started out as a bad cold that my little one passed on to me ever so graciously.  That was the week before last.  Got over that (I thought) and was feeling better over the weekend, then Tuesday night I went to class.  Went out to eat with some classmates afterward and had a couple beers.  Came home and watched Hell’s Kitchen then went to bed.  Woke up in the middle of the night ill and reneged on that yummy dinner I had eaten, then immediately started feeling strange and woozy.  I ended up passing out and hitting my head on the toilet seat.  I’ve got a nice bruise on my eye to show for it (I can’t be the only bitch who has ever cammed with a black eye before right?).  Fainted a couple more times before 911 was called and had to ride to the emergency room in my pj’s.  My heart rate was abnormally high after they had given me a lot of fluids so they admitted me and I had to spend a couple nights in the hospital.  They ran a bunch of tests and what it came down to was I was very dehydrated and had a bad sinus infection.  It’s Monday night now and I’m still not feeling 100%.  I have been feeling ridiculously tired.  I actually didn’t go to school today which is not like me.  Broke my perfect attendance but it was necessary.  I didn’t want to push myself.

I took this all as a big sign that I am way stressed out because I NEVER get sick.  Certainly never get sick enough to end up in the hospital.  So I’ve decided to take a break from school, especially since I’ll be moving soon.  Going to find out next week how my degree would be delayed if I either took the summer off or pushed through the summer and took a year off.  I’m really leaning toward no classes this summer though ’cause I want to get my… well… myself back.  You can only go so hard for so long.

My moving plans have changed a little but have worked out better for me.  I had been trying to get into this shitty apartment complex.  They waited until two fucking weeks before my move in date (which was supposed to be this Friday) to let me know I was approved so in the meantime I freaked out and started looking elsewhere (which had added to my stress).  I ended up finding a cute little house for only like $10 more a month.  Obviously a house is better than an apartment complex with the type of work I do from home.  I was really worried about the neighbors hearing me moan, stomp on crackers, and yell racial slurs at 3am!!  So my move in date has been pushed back to the beginning of May for the house.  I’ve got some time to save up more money and get my mind right.

So just wanted to let you guys know what’s been up.  Nothing too sexy really!  I’m determined to get back on track this week though without running myself ragged.

Here’s a picture of my cool black eye. Luckily it never really was that bad I think it should be healed up soon. In the meantime people can speculate on whether I am a battered wife or got into a brawl.

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